i'm like totally distraught. You know how it feels when you want something soo bad.. and u think u have it... then u suddenly realise that you've been in delusion the entire time?

Yea thats exactly how i feel rite now. Men life sucks so bad rite now.

At this very second I hate my life.

And no i'm not suicidal so dont be freaking out.

I just hate my life at this very second.